can't sleep...

it's 02.15 am now in makassar, and i can't sleep.
i've been thinking of one thing about how great is God blessing my life. i was thinking to get a better income-job, since i could see the increase of my family's needs. but then, last night, when we're at the supermarket, i was looking at the cashier, she looks like married already, and working till night, waiting to go home and taking care of her kids n families..!!
man, i bet her income is much more lower than me..but she's filfull her needs with it.

now days, i'm reading rich kid, smart kid from RichDad-series..
one of things i learn is, the more i need the money, the less my power of it. it's a kind of funny, before, i thought if the more i could use the money for, meaning i have the power to use it. but i also could understand that the more i used to use the money, the more addicted i am to get more money to use..meaning i'm depending on the money to live, and almost thinking i REALLY couldn't live without money.
but that the point is, the more i need the money, the less i have the power of it. then i need to properly manage my life not to depending on money for living.

...i really don't know the cashier i talked about, but i'm sure i might be almost the same with her, that we still think money is the only needs to live! hehehe...
now, i'm thinking how to make my money needs me, not the other way around..!!
;)
i'll make my money to think, "how could i pay my owner to use me..!!"
hahahaha.....i believe i could do that!

actually, i really want to learn how to do so with Saut, one of our friends in bxmesin-98, but i don't why he never showed up in this blog...
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man..where are you guys, by the way...??? dude...i'm feeling i'm the only one sharing my life to my self..!!
=P

ok..let me get you guys again by phone...hoping you all will start writing.
;)

-aap-